Hard Lesson

I have been struggling with an endless cycle of doubt and regret for much of my life, and I’m going to be 60 soon.  I make a decision after anguishing over it, then I change my mind and go with something else.  I inevitably make the wrong decision every time because I second guess myself into making poor choices.  This noting exercise is leading me down a rabbit hole of despair.  All my noting is confirming my ineptness and it’s really becoming  depressing… I think I will go back to drinking tea and doing dishes. 🙂


May all beings be happy ♡