During the last part of the meditation I came to think about our cat. I feel so terribly guilty about having found a new home for her at this stage of her life. She is getting older. She had started to have some problems. I feel it’s so we were getting rid of her in order to avoid having to deal with the end of her life and with illness in her life. All this came to mind as I was wishing her well . I think I’m going to have to phone the young woman to whom we gave her and find out how she is , if she is still alive. This is something I have been avoiding for a long time .